The Best Thing And Unforgittable Thing In My Life

          Everyone has the different story of life, although they are staying together but they do the different things. Right now, I will tell you about the best thing in my life and unforgettable things in my life. But the first time I will remind you not to judge others because we had the different sin too. Okay, here I go.

          I ever had a best friend, we started the friendship on 2010th when we were on Junior High School. I’ve got the same class with her at 89-class. At the first time I met her that she was a kind person and also beautiful girl. Almost all of boys friend on class are fall in love on the first sight with her. She is smart too.

         We did the crazy things together, we don’t care what people says about us. We keep do that, like sang loudly together on the class, laughed, etc. Yup, it was fun! We have our own world. We made beautiful memories.

        She got 1st rank on the class always but she stay humble. And I got 6th rank, but she always told me not to give up. We always help each other. When she sad I try to make she smile and vice versa. The other girls are jealousy with our beautiful friendship and they try to break it, but they can’t.

          I’m happy because I have her in my life, she is too. She said I was her soulmate, because we had some equation. That’s true, when I feel sad she feel it too, when I happy she is too but we’re on the different place that time. It always happen to us.

       When I was Senior High School, we’re not at the same school anymore but we still keep the communication each other. We did meet up every weekend, and also she came to my school just to meet me when I told her that I haven’t much time to meet up because I was busy to prepare for national examination. She understand that, because she was Vocational School. She loved me, and I loved too.

         But it’s all changed on that Friday, she came to my house and she make mess. She pissed me off! After she left from my house I got an accident and she doesn’t care with my condition. I was angry on her that time. I told her not to contact me anymore. And since that day we never contact again.

       Actually I miss her so much but when I remember about that bloody Friday I feel so disappointed on her. We had 5 years friendship together, and it was ended just because the worst thing that she ever did. I regret because I lose my best friend in my life, but I disappointed too. I just don’t know what should I do right now.

          It feels like I losing grip, I losing myself, I losing my strength. Like a loser, I’m weak. I was strong because of her, she gave me support. But now, I’m losing her, my soulmate. I just can cry when I remember the beauty memories with her. And now we can’t make beautiful memory anymore.

          I’m sure she got the same feeling with me, but we don’t tell each other because we’re decide to lose contact. And now I’m stand alone without her, trying to coloring my bloody day. Pretend that I’m happy but actually I’m not. No one will dry my tears when I cry and no one cares with all the things which happened everyday on me. No one would listen my story anymore. I missing her.

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